None of them are skinny, for all that no Allan Kuper ever goes to bed feeling anything other than hunger. Time goes on and they spread out, like anyone else, and it’s been decades, decades of diving and consuming and dividing again. They’ve narrowed down to a lone Allan Kuper half a dozen times, but it never lasts; what is united must dissolve.
Allan is living in a converted dentist’s office on the edge of the trees, a squat four unit building half built into a hill overlooking a disused railroad that gets buried a foot deep in cottonwood fluff every year. He’s been sleeping poorly, dreams vivid and contradictory, panic attacks at four in the morning, a burn like a knife wound deep in his gut every time he stoops to pick something up. He knows the signs.
It always happens when he isn’t looking. He’ll be lost in thought, wrist deep in the dishes, and it’s only the closing of the front door that lets him know it’s happened again, the sudden vast hollow in his stomach that tells him meat is on the move, back to the water, heading east. He’s older now, fat and balding, but you don’t have to be strong or fast, you just have to be willing to push the blade in.
Allan Kuper licks his lips and leaves, the door swinging open behind him.